Monday, March 29, 2010 // 3:24 PM
I feel like crying. Seriously.
I totally screwed the exam. I got so nervous dunno for wad, the examiner was forgiving. He allowed me second times for scales part.
pieces was a disaster. first song the 4th note was already wrong. then first song is like normally it's shit. now it's still shit. so no big diff.
second song i wanted it to turn out perfect. i could even memorise the 6 pages! then TT it's like the whole song turned out...
3rd song all the way quite ok. then, there goes.... last line play wrong then i go change. so obvious. die le lar
sightreading never rocked.
aural was ok.. i guess...
I feel like such dumb shit lar.
First : I screwed up the test by being stupidly nervous
Second : I screwed up the test by playing the thingy wrongly
Third : I screwed up the test by..repeating the second thing again and again
Fourth : I'm gonna lose my money to Yixin becoz there isnt any single possbility to get merit. Yixin, you've got ur swensens TT
My life is totally screwed.
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